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My Life Story, I guess

 I found myself reflecting. And realised that I'm not gonna sleep unless I go through this. So I may as well write it down. Maybe some can relate, or it'll encourage you to keep going, or maybe just give some perspective. Idk... I just need to say it somewhere. Unplanned, unedited, just gonna go. This is me, not Faris the Vtuber. Just Faris, Hell raven, Adam numbers, whatever. Im gonna start when I changed schools as a kid. It wasn't the beginning of the problems. They'd apparently been going on well before then, but it's where my most concrete memories start. Where I can start finding a pattern.  I had to change schools cause we'd moved back to our old home after quite some time, and I think urban sprawl hit hard enough that we couldn't realiably make the trip to school each morning without massive delays. So, swapped to a closer school. It wasn't the worst switch at first, I think I handled it okay. But I'd always been a weirdo lone kid, so I guess...
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A dumb post about some skulls

    Pictured: Amnesia: The Dark Descent I had to sit and think about this for a moment. So I'm playing Amnesia cause it's been on my backloggery since it came out and I need a short game to play through to kill that "next game" paralysis. This little goddamn cabinet filled with skulls sent me on an emotional rollercoaster and I need to talk through it for a second. Okay so first, the buildup, you're in a taxidermy room and it's clear the dude has been doing it for less than wholesome reasons involving torture etc etc. You step through into this little study and, thinking you have a breather, begin the routine of looting the drawers for tinderboxes and drugs. Boom, open the cabinet, skulls start tumbling out and the music sting hits. You weren't even prepared for a small monster so your brain starts panicking until you realize it's just some skulls. Okay, still unsettling. But a fun little spook. Then, as I was sitting, pondering how wonderfully effecti...
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